Bless

20 days left and I would like to apologize to each and every one of you for my wrong doings, rough words that I threw at you, things I said behind your back, my sometimes-horrible-behavior or anything that might hurt or annoyed you. Pray for my glory will you? Thanks! May Allah reward you immensely for your kindness. Much love.

Lessons in Life

Hello butterflies! I know it's been a while since the last time I updated my blog. Thousands of apologize for those who are waiting. I have been a bee with things at school and have to go to evening-till-night tuition classes plus my spm trial had just finished. Believe me when I said the papers was extremely tough!!! D: a lot of things happened in my life and keep me wonder "Did I make a right choice?" "What happened if I did this instead of that? Will that change my life forever or become worse?" I should throw away the questions out of my life and be proud of myself. Do you know why? Because if things didn't happen like they were supposed to be like now.. and the past, I would never be me; the girl I'm proud to call, myself! These are the list of lessons that I learnt as far as i could remember. Check it out!

• Even the one person that wasn't suppose to ever let you down probably will.
• You should never be mad at something that had already past.
• Never make someone your everything, cause if you lose them, you'll have nothing and that's awful.
• Don't trust people easily if you don't wish to be fooled and hurt.
• Some things are meant to be broken, but not the heart of yours, not without your permission.
• You eventually will do the things that you dislike people do, it's not your intention at all but it happens naturally. 
• Time can heal all wounds but the scars remain forever.
• You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it will get harder every time.
• You will break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
• You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
• You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could have, would have happened - or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on.
• Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult.
• You can never cover up your mistakes with "no one is perfect". 
• Do the best and you will never be forgotten.
• Trust takes years to earn, seconds to break and forever to repair.
• When a girl keeps on going back to a guy who treats her bad, it's not because she's dumb. It's because she hopes maybe someday he'll change.
• I like revenge better; an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, a hand for a hand, a foot for a foot.
• My best is still not good enough.
• Never give up, never surrender!
• "When I get older, I will be wiser." - TRUE.
• People will always have mean comments, people will always talk bad about you. Always, and that is never gonna change.
• Think before you speak, be extra careful with the words that are coming out from your mouth, don't let people use it against you.

Despite all of the things that happened, I know there are more to come and I definitely will make more mistakes and then regret it, but for me what important is I will learn from my mistakes.

Tips on Ramadan

Here are some tips to go through this Ramadan. Hope it is useful.

• drink fucking lot of water during sahur and iftar to keep yourself from dehydrated
• always make sure you rub off the dead cells on your lips and apply lip balm at night.
• apply moisturizing lotion to keep your skin healthy, soft and beautiful!
• you should not go out without wearing sunblock. The weather is damn hot nowadays.
• eat as much fruits as you can
• eat a healthy diet and don't waste your food
• avoid having spicy food for berbuka or sahur. 

semoga ramadan ini menjadi ramadan yang terbaik utk semua!

A whale of a time II

Okay when we arrived there, we used garmin to locate the location of the hotel, but the garmin can't find it. We searched the hotel for about half an hour, went here and there but still can't find the hotel. D: kak attiah booked & printed the map to the hotel earlier and it gave the bb scan code, so I scanned the code but.. scary that the bb said it cannot locate the hotel too. At that moment we all thought.. "Does this hotel really exist?"

After some time, we finally found the hotel. It was just at the first place we started to find it. Then we found out that it was a new building, no wonder the devices can't locate it. We parked our car, got into our room and got fresh up. Cause the main reason we went there was about to happen! Hehe we went to dinner at portugese settlement because as far as i know, it's the only place that got butter garlic scallop and baked otak-otak!!! Hehe that's our main reason. I ate so much that I was so full I can't even breath. We took some photos and went to the Menara Taming Sari. I think we were so lucky that time because our group is the last trip and by the time we got into it, there were fireworks lighted up for an event nearby. It was pretty amazing! 

Yah and we were exhausted that night so we didn't do anything more fun than this. But the next day is even better!

We woke up and got ready to go to Dataran Pahlawan to have our brunch. I had tomyam with nasi putih which is one of my fav food. Oh and, remember the mini coopers we saw at the highway? They went there too! I saw booths sold weird stuff there that I don't care to give attention to. I think the event named Mini Classic or something. The most unique or got people's attention the most will win a prize. I don't know, it was just a guess. We took some photos again and roamed around Dataran Pahlawan. Here is the funny part, two guys stopped us suddenly and asked whether we can help them to be models at their booth. Drink models. Hahaha! It was um.. Revive Energy drinks I guess? We don't want to be rude to say no, so we just go along with them. I think they only did that to upload it on facebook and make people think a lot of people went to their booth. Haha they were really nice though. Ah then we decided to go to have some cupcakes at Wondermilk. They have the best cupcakes ever! 

Me and acha went back to ipoh at 10.30pm. I think the well time spent was so precious. So there it was, a whale of a time of mine. :)

A whale of a time I

Last Friday me and chacha went to KL by ets. My mom bought the platinum tickets when we usually buy the silver one. And that was my mom's biggest mistake. We took off from Ipoh and everything went just great until the ets stops at Batu Gajah. Here is the worst part of all, the sits opposite us are taken by two nigga!!!!!!! Namely Samad that sit near the window and Hamid that sit at the other side. I'm not being a racist but they smell.. bad. I mean really bad! Didn't they shower at least once a day?!!! The weather is bloody hot and we Malaysians shower two times a day. D: me and chacha spent almost 30 minutes laughing at each other face because of the smell. Then I got a bright idea; SPRAY OUR SIT WITH MY PERFUME. (I'm very glad I bring my perfume everywhere that I go!) chacha didn't agree with my genius plan. She worried that the niggas realized what we intended to do. I said the niggas and the people would never found out who did it but they will know why.. So I waited until Hamid fell asleep then I quickly took my perfume I spray as much as possible. Ahhh then everything went back to normal again. Until Hamid woke up and we smell that awful smell again..

My eldest sister, kak attiah picked us up at the KL Central. And we went straight to her office. She made us did some of her work while we waited for naura (quite a long time) to arrive at Kepong Central to have dinner together. Only an hour or two later she told us she already had her dinner. Wtf?! I can die of starvation because of her! So we went to a malay food restaurant and had tomyam campur without her. Then urgh the ktm broke down and she had to use bus to come to us and when kak attiah wanted to ask where the bus dropped her, her battery went out. So we went to kak attiah's apartment at Kepong and waited for naura to use her brain to think how to charge her phone's battery up and contact us. I was reading a magazine when naura called kak attiah and picked her up at somewhere I didn't bother to know. Chacha fell asleep, I was tired so only kak attiah went to pick her up. When both of them came back later, naura told me that she charged her phone through her laptop. That was quiet genius for naura to think that way I thought.

It was Saturday when we woke up at 9am and got ready for a friend of kak attiah's kenduri at Muar, Johor. Guess what? It takes 2 hours for both of us to settle up everything! Haha. So the journey started. We gone quite far when kak attiah stop at a petronas station to get something to eat while we were on our way to Muar. Then we saw a group of mini cooper passing through us. They looked like they were having a convoy or something. Funny when chacha saw a mini cooper got lost and tried to look for their friends. We reached Muar, went to the kenduri, had a little laugh and went straight to Melaka.

to be continued..

answers to questions

Okay somebody asked me how I take care of my face, hair and skin. so here we go!

Face;

I will make sure I wash my face two times a day. The first one is in the morning and the second one is at night, just before I go to sleep. First, I will use a nivea brand cleanser to wash my face. I wash my hand with soap first to make sure there is no bacteria on my hand and put a little bit of the cleanser on my hand and rub it off to make it soapy and bubblish. I start with my cheek and then my nose, my lip area, and my forehead. Then I wash my face with warm water and dry it off with a clean towel. Secondly, I will put two or three drops of toner(the same type and brand) on a face-cotton-pad and apply it all over my face cincai-ly and quickly since I have theory that bacteria will attack your face after 4 seconds. :p third and lastly, I will apply a little bit of moisturizer(also the same type and brand) all over my face. If I am going out, I will quickly put on some BB Cream so that it will blend in naturally. Then I just tap a little bit of compact powder on my face.

Hair;

First, I comb my hair before I take a bath so that it will not strangle when I wash it later.  Then I will wet my hair with warm water, and squeeze just a little bit of shampoo on my hand and start to massage my hair. I wouldn’t scratch my scalp at this time as that action will damage your scalp. So I will just massage it using my fingers. Then I will apply some conditioner with the same type and brand and leave it for 2 or 3 minutes then I wash it with warm water thoroughly. Once a week I will pamper my hair with hair mask with the same type and brand. I only apply hair mask just at the lower part of my hair for 5 minutes. I squeeze my hair at a dry towel instead of rubbing it like the one they always do in movies. I think it will cause damage to the hair. If I'm not mistaken, split hair. 

Skin;

I’m not sure what is the person meant by ‘skin’ but I just go for how I take care of my body skin la eh? I will use body scrub sponge once or twice a week and apply moisturizing body lotion. I also use a body mist, daily.  

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Okay I hope that explains everything. Let's go for my daily routine during school day and holidays.

During school day; 

I wake up, perform my prayer, take a shower and get ready to go to school. I crawl to school, get back home from school and have my lunch perform my prayer. Then I will go straight to bed and take a nap. I wake up and take a shower. Half an hour before my tuition class starts, I will go through my notes and perform my prayer. Then I go to my tuition class until 10pm. I get back home, perform my prayer, have dinner, study a little bit, surf the internet while texting with the owner of my heart. Then I go to sleep just when he goes to sleep. 

During public holidays;

I always stay up late the night before the holiday. So I wake up to perform my subuh prayer and go back to sleep. I know it's bad but I can't help it. :( wake up at noon, watch tv and have brunch and watch tv and perform my prayer, watch tv and watch tv and go back to sleep. Always plan to study at days like this but never actually did it. (I guess I only become an ant during school days) Then I try to think of something fun to do and perform my prayer. Have a snack and proceed to watch tv. Perform my prayer, have dinner, internet, perform my prayer and tumblr-ing all night long! Actually my routines during holidays are not fixed. This not the exact routine but most of it, yah. If I go out at that day, then the whole routine will change and go upside down. Usually, my day depends on my mood. :)

dearest you

You are the one who I would fight for. No matter how many arguments we get into, I'll stick with you in the end. I don't care how many times you hurt me unintentionally, as long as you can prove it to me that you deserve to be forgiven. Ahhh I don't know, it's just something about you that caught my attention. So far, nobody can do the things that you do.