Lessons in Life

Hello butterflies! I know it's been a while since the last time I updated my blog. Thousands of apologize for those who are waiting. I have been a bee with things at school and have to go to evening-till-night tuition classes plus my spm trial had just finished. Believe me when I said the papers was extremely tough!!! D: a lot of things happened in my life and keep me wonder "Did I make a right choice?" "What happened if I did this instead of that? Will that change my life forever or become worse?" I should throw away the questions out of my life and be proud of myself. Do you know why? Because if things didn't happen like they were supposed to be like now.. and the past, I would never be me; the girl I'm proud to call, myself! These are the list of lessons that I learnt as far as i could remember. Check it out!

• Even the one person that wasn't suppose to ever let you down probably will.
• You should never be mad at something that had already past.
• Never make someone your everything, cause if you lose them, you'll have nothing and that's awful.
• Don't trust people easily if you don't wish to be fooled and hurt.
• Some things are meant to be broken, but not the heart of yours, not without your permission.
• You eventually will do the things that you dislike people do, it's not your intention at all but it happens naturally. 
• Time can heal all wounds but the scars remain forever.
• You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it will get harder every time.
• You will break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
• You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
• You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could have, would have happened - or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on.
• Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult.
• You can never cover up your mistakes with "no one is perfect". 
• Do the best and you will never be forgotten.
• Trust takes years to earn, seconds to break and forever to repair.
• When a girl keeps on going back to a guy who treats her bad, it's not because she's dumb. It's because she hopes maybe someday he'll change.
• I like revenge better; an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, a hand for a hand, a foot for a foot.
• My best is still not good enough.
• Never give up, never surrender!
• "When I get older, I will be wiser." - TRUE.
• People will always have mean comments, people will always talk bad about you. Always, and that is never gonna change.
• Think before you speak, be extra careful with the words that are coming out from your mouth, don't let people use it against you.

Despite all of the things that happened, I know there are more to come and I definitely will make more mistakes and then regret it, but for me what important is I will learn from my mistakes.