Saturday, 31 March 2012

the craves

so these are the things I've been craving for the past few weeks.

  • oysters with lemon
  • lobsters
  • crabs
  • steamed prawn
  • shrimp balls
  • shark's fin soup
  • bbq salmon

anddd

  • cupcakes
  • coffee bean's pure caramel
  • starbucks' hazelnut hot chocolate
  • oreo cheesecakes
  • candy floss
  • chocolate moist cake
  • patchi's chocolates
  • haagen dazs' caramel and biscuts ice cream
  • baskin robbin's cotton candy ice cream

last but not least

  • dearest him

Wednesday, 21 March 2012

hair is everything

Hello earthlings! Today I would like to post some tips on how to take care of your hair. As you all may know my sister naura, she once said to me that I only look okay because of my hair. If my hair decides to be a bitch for that day, then I'll look horrible for the rest of the day. I agreed. So my hair is basically my everythang.

Have you ever experience bad hair day? For some people you may have experience it like, for once a week or two. I don't mean to be proud or whatever you may call it, but my hair always dengar cakap(it's what i call, if you know what i mean). Bad hair day only attack the crap outta me once or twice a year.

Let me tell you one of the stories of my childhood. This may sound stupid but please don't laugh :( okay, when I was still a baby, my hair don't grow properly like other babies' hair. My hair grow a little bit of here and there. It's very ugly so one of my maid shaved my hair bald. Since then my hair never grow back. Everyone thought that I was a baby boy. So my mother bought me all kinds of hair products to make my hair grow back. After all her hard work, you can see the result now. ;)

So I very appreciate my precious hair. And one of the reason I cut my hair short because my hair kept falling and I think I was getting bald. Every time i shampoo-ed my hair, I swear a lock of my hair fall. Now that my hair is short, it's kinda easy to take care of.

Sorry if I annoyed you with lame and unnecessary things to be told. So the main highlighted topic of the day is about to start. Enjoy!

How To Take Care Of Your Precious Hair;

  • Do not shampoo your hair too often. Once in 2 days should be more than enough.
  • Your shampoo should be a good-quality products.
  • Use complete hair products. That's include shampoo, conditioner and hair mask. Using hair mask once a week should be fine.
  • Use hair oil on damp hair every time and after you shampoo your hair. (coconut oil is the best option and only use it once a week)
  • Do not scratch your scalp when you shampoo your hair. I know how great it feels to scratch your scalp but this action may damage your scalp and worsen your scalp condition. You should massage your scalp using your fingers instead. Trust me, I don't believe it myself at first. But hey, listen to the expert. ;)
  • Do not comb your hair when it is damp. At this stage, your damp hair is very brittle and it may snap.
  • Brush your hair regularly and GENTLY to encourage healthy hair grows and brush out old hair styling creams or sprays for those who apply it.
  • I don't recommend you to use hair straighteners or hair curlers too often as this may damage your hair. But if you are the stubborn type of person, apply some hair oil before use them to avoid hair becomes dry.
  • Do not rub your hair with towel but squeeze your hair using the towel. Damp hair means it is at the most brittle stage.
  • Drink a lot of water and eat healthy. Your hair condition depends on your lifestyle too.
So I guess that's everything you should know. Hope some of this tips might help you. Thanks! xx

Friday, 16 March 2012

nobody



I start to build up these walls around my heart so that nobody could hurt me. Yeah, I will fall in love with nobody too. I'll wait for that one fine guy that can make me fall so in love with him and catch me while I'm falling. The guy that is a true gentleman and perhaps an educated person or maybe good-looking with the hot body(it's a must muahaha).

The guy who would climb over these walls I built and brave enough to prove he's not like the others. The one that stand by me through thick and thin, who will fight for me to make me stay and keep me safe till the very end. The one who showers me with love for every single day of forever. The guy who will treat me like how i should be treated.

 The guy who don't give a damn about others but me. The one that is good at making surprises. The one that my mama likes. The guy who look at me like I'm the prettiest, like I'm the only one and no other girls get the same treat like I do.

Maybe I'm asking too much, maybe he does not exist. But I'll wait for this guy to come and save me from heartache and heartbreaks.

Thursday, 15 March 2012

penat



*inhale&exhale repeatedly* penat penat penat. aku penat lah dengan semua ni. cuti sekolah tak habis lagi tapi mcm2 dah jadi. well i broke up with my boyfriend just now. aku yg mintak. aku tau aku jahat aku tau aku kejam (naura agrees with me), aku tak suka buat mcm ni sbb aku tau mcm mana rasa kena tinggal mcm tu je. tapi aku dah penat. sorry for the unexplainable break up dear exboyfriend. aku pun taktau kenapa. tp aku rasa mcm tak nak ada sesiapa pun skrg ni. aku pun takut juga, sembang aku ni tinggal sembang, tiba2 ada lelaki lain pulak datang keee mane tau kan? insyaAllah dan aku harap sgt2 takde. aku tak nak fokus aku terganggu sebab aku nak straight A's, tu je yg penting sekarang ni sbb aku nak buktikan dekat seseorang. buktikan sesuatu. :]

dan hari ni juga aku pergi karaoke dekat PrinceKTV dengan kawan2 aku. semua tak plan pun, idea datang tiba2 and we just go with the flow. best, walaupun suara kiteorg takde la sedap mana, tp yg penting kami yakin! :'D oh dan aku tak pergi math tuition sebab penat jerit dalam bilik tu. fuh.


ergh masa aku tengah tulis semua ni, tiba2 teringat sesuatu. sesuatu yang aku benciii sangat D: so here it goes;

aku tak sukaaa bila aku terpaksa kawan dengan orang yang aku tak suka sebab kawan aku kawan dengan dia. omg mula2 aku cuba buat baik, tiba2 kene pijak kepala pulak. who the fuck she thinks she is? aku tak peduli, kalau aku tak suka maknanya aku tak suka. penat la nak fake2 dengan orang ni, tak larat dah. tp perangai dia memang tak disukai pun. eh aku tak cakap aku disukai ramai, tapi aku tak kacau orang. dia suka sibuk hal orang. eee benci!


Tuesday, 13 March 2012

something that can never be changed

have you ever did something that you wish you never do? and you feel like killin yourself whenever you think about it? well, this happens to me all the time. i can admit that i've done things (that i think really bad when it is actually nothing) so much in my life and i can't lie, i think there's more to come. i don't forgive people easily so i destroyed someone's life. and throw people out of my life whenever i want. i treat people bad and ignore them because of their looks. and maybe say something about their looks or how they dressed. ya Allah, how i wish i'm a better person. i'm selfish sometimes and i don't care about people's feeling as long as i'm happy. i did something bad to get what i want. i don't want to be mean. i feel bad but i don't even say sorry to that person. i mean, to the people. i lied to save myself and get her trouble instead. there are also things i'm so ashamed to admit. i'm ashamed of myself.

sorry. i know sorry means nothing nowadays, but i'm sorry. i truly am sorry. to the people that i hurt in the past, and maybe some of you may still hate me, i'm sorry. do you know how hard it is to hear me say "sorry" even when i'm wrong? Mount Everest means nothing compared to my ego. so here i am, saying sorry for the things i've done in the past. hoping that those people will forgive me someday. i promise i won't repeat the same mistake again. i think i've changed, i'm trying not to even do a single bad stuff. i repeat, trying. oh and btw, if you don't like something that i do, please do tell me. if you don't have the guts the say it straight to my face, here's the link to my formspring.
btw, do i making a fool out of myself in this blog? do i say something wrong? tell me! tell me!


thank you for wasting your time reading my lame blog, good night! much love. xx

Thursday, 8 March 2012

abah

well i want to tell you about a guy that means a lot to me. he's my idol, my friend, my hero and he is my abah. i've known him since i was born and i can tell you that, he is the type of father everyone wish to have. he is so understanding, very very patient, funny(sometimes lawak dia tak jadi and it becomes very annoying), he would do anything just to make us family happy. he tries his best to give us everything that we asked for yet we don't really appreciate him. he sacrifices a lot and  he is one of the reason i've been struggling like hell for spm this year. i want to make him proud, i want him to be proud to have a daughter like me. he suffered enough raising his spoiled kids who don't really appreciate him.

when i was still a kid, he took care of me very well every time i'm sick. i mean all of us. actually, until now. i remember this year i had a very bad fever, i have this tonsillitis and i was being me, acting like i can't move at all. he knew that, but he didn't complain at all and he also played along like i was really sick. next time, it will be my turn to take care of him, give everything that he needs and make him happy. and i promise that! he also is the best cook ever. he can cook steamed fish, chicken chop, fried mee/rice/kuey tiaw. but that's just some of it. not like a regular dad huh? hehe. he stress us that study is very important. well i agree with him. in my opinion, if you're not educated and you do bad stuff, people would be like "ohhh no wonder la" or "biasa la tu". but if you do bad stuff and you got brain, people would be like "wuuuuuuu jahat pun tp pandai". i have a lot to say about this awesome guy but if i tell people too much about my dad's awesomeness i'm afraid someone would kidnap him. XD so i guess that's it. bye for now! xx


excitement

ahhh i've been waiting for this week to end! and it's here it's here! the week is over! yeah i know it doesn't really over but hey, the exam is over. so i considered this week is over. the school holiday is coming up, and i don't have plan for anything yet. i've been a lifeless nerd for weeks and i'm sick of it. i need some exercise i need to have some fun and spend time with my girls. i need to stare at cute boys i need to have some self-spa-treatment. i need this, i need that. but.. i know this school holiday is going to end up by me, staying on bed all day and all night long! this happens ALL THE TIME. eh it has been a long time since i don't read the most awesome novel found on this earth; twilight breaking dawn. i miss my edward cullen! have i told you that baby edward is my everything? no? well i do now. and also i want to talk about my exam, well i know i've been pushing myself too hard that i think i almost killed myself but i really really, i mean really hope for the best this exam. sure it is just a monthly test but i was a total wreck last year. and if i got great marks for this monthly test, i know it will motivate me more. i'm pretty confident with my results later, but we'll see how it goes. ;)


Friday, 2 March 2012

random



this girl is amazing!

about a girl


the name is najjah zahwa bt mohd muhd mukhtar but i prefer people to call me wawa. i was born on 22nd sept. 1995 at penang. i stay in ipoh. i have a super dad and a loving mom. i have three sisters and two brother. well today i would like to write 17 facts about myself!

so here we go.

  • i'm pretty sure i am not the same girl as i used to be for the past few years. i've changed. but i'm not sure i've changed for good or for worse.
  • i almost recover from a massive heartbreak. (which i wish not to talk about)
  • my family is my #1 priority and nothing is going to change that. i've learned this the hard way.
  • me and my ego are bestfriends. she won't let me do stupid things.
  • i try my best not to mind other people's bussiness. and i don't like people to mind mine.
  • i cry over the small things. 
  • i'm a hardcore lover. 
  • the only real competition is myself but i still hate competition.
  • i can keep secrets. believe me, i've kept thousands of my friends secret and not even one secret ever slipped from my mouth.
  • i'm shy, i'm not friendly and i don't talk and smile to people a lot too. 
  • i hate strangers.
  • i think people can be very stupid sometimes. it's like they never use their brain when they talk or do something. what a waste!
  • i love to bake! and make up too.
  • i look like a beast without make up.
  • my hair has its own lullaby.
  • i hate rude people.
  • i don't like the way regrets taste.

i guess that's it for now. i'll write some facts about myself later. xx