miracle

It's kinda funny how some people just don't realise that they are asking one not to do this 'thing' that they don't like when actually they are in the same situation or maybe used to do that thing. You must know that this miracle thing is happening to me. What I don't understand is that, how can you not see that I'm happy? Yes, my heart might break into a trillion pieces with this choice I'm making, but I have never been this happy before. Isn't that all matters? 

Hey, I don't ask much but.. just be there when I needed you the most. Just like I always do to you. Maybe you don't even realise that. All you care about is yourself and your feeling, you never thought of anyone else.This choice might not be right but if being with him is wrong, then I don't wanna be right. I'm sure if you were me, you would do the same thing. Choosing things that will make you happy cause you can't think straight since your life have been miserable like, forever. Now that this miracle is happening, how can you not choose that? Even if this happiness might be just temporary. Even if you're not even sure about the future.